New Ears, Renewed Understanding.

My heart is feeling heavy tonight making my legs and hand feel lazy. 

I had just sat by the telly and had two slices of cake and ice cream but the heaviness lingers. 

At times like this, I don't want to do anything  I just want to sink in the moment and stay there.

But as I keep questioning my mind, how did this happen today, after having such high spirit at work through the day, I realise rather than try to trace back to the root of a fleeting emotion, I could just channel that emotional energy into a new exciting path.

Usually, when I feel this way, I just eat, and watch movies and TV shows. But a new idea has hit.

So while the feeling has not changed, I have developed a new ear, listening to something not said. And as such my understanding is renewed. 

There is strength in every weakness. 

Now I don't feel like getting up from my sofa, I don't have that high energy of doing a lot at once, so this seemingly low excitement energy can be converted to high reflection energy. 

So I'm thinking, and processing deep thoughts and plans. 

So you too, the surrounding and some emotion might not change, but you could perceive it differently and channel your actions towards a more rewarding one.